I dreamt about it

我在夢中早已去過那裡
然後我真的去了
還有那一首催迫著我離開的歌
我也在那裡聽到了
我遇到上帝
I believe heaven to be much more beautiful
but somehow that's beyond my imagination
it's the best I can get
and I think that's all I'm supposed to come for

This time I mean it when I say I'm ready for home
It's not an escape from chaos here
It's not just homesick
It's that I've done enough and ready for the next page

I'm not so sure how are things 'ought to be'
nor why are they the way they are
but through all these I know Him better

Yes, it was an offense I tried to deny for years
call it an abuse you may
it smashed my boundary which I'm not very good at keeping
that's why I put walls in wrong places