so it's broken

ok it sounds too stupid to burst into tears and skip her lunch and feel pain in stomach for this stupid little thing. But then I did......

i have a loving parent at home and i'm just msning them. What the hell i'm doing here? What the fuck is this experence going to do me?

For the very first time I really feel I have had enough.

ok then I know two days later I will be fine and looking forward to the next trip. but that's the only thing I can do now right? yelling silently.

天多灰也當是藍色