Get healthy

我只買了去土耳其的機票，然後就不知下一步如何
可以離開這裡，很輕鬆
壓力過大的跡象還沒減退
不知是工作的錯
慕尼黑的錯
還是我自己的問題
本來以為好輕鬆的日子
既出現兩三年難得一遇的狀況
同樣情況只在高考、雷曼倒閉後舊公司大栽員時出現過
我又冇錢睇醫生喎
點先可以快D好返

I dreamt about it

我在夢中早已去過那裡
然後我真的去了
還有那一首催迫著我離開的歌
我也在那裡聽到了
我遇到上帝
I believe heaven to be much more beautiful
but somehow that's beyond my imagination
it's the best I can get
and I think that's all I'm supposed to come for

This time I mean it when I say I'm ready for home
It's not an escape from chaos here
It's not just homesick
It's that I've done enough and ready for the next page

I'm not so sure how are things 'ought to be'
nor why are they the way they are
but through all these I know Him better

Yes, it was an offense I tried to deny for years
call it an abuse you may
it smashed my boundary which I'm not very good at keeping
that's why I put walls in wrong places

依依鵝鵝

我真的很想認認真真正正經經寫兩篇很報導式的blog
別人說的，另一個blog很報導式
可是我每天忙於對住同一個小朋友
最期待的就是上課
只能依依鵝鵝

明天去瑞士
點解我仲會開心到唔想訓既
我真係好開心架

我真的很想去有雪山的地方
原來可以暫時離開一下日對夜對又不是自己的家庭
很好
誰能說她們不愛自己的孩子呢
但不懂得愛的人
世上何其多

我發現我要學習妥協
雖然我以為我很對
但有時候關係比道理重要吧