paranoid

I guess I'm paranoid, then I think you don't care
I guess I'm paranoid, then I think it's not like what I was thinking
I guess I'm paranoid, when someone says I'm too good for others
I guess I'm phobic, then I imagine myself perish in loneliness

That's my defect then......no one is 'too good' right?
If you say I'm clever, I wish I'm gentle enough not to hurt others
If you say I'm pretty, I wish I somehow know how to comfort other's nerve
Lady, you are not good to that level, don't worry.

How to save myself?